Dude trust the other guy, ik u got trust issues but litterally i contacted them 3 years ago and my life has changed for the better. I have a girlfriend now, I have friends who like me. Not only that their book inspired me so much, me and my girlfriend read it together when we are fighting and it INSTANTLY resolves our problems.

I'm very confident that heavensgate is the path you should explore, I hope you take this offer into consideration