now becausw of making a site and lota music and hecking guestbooks and looking up if the ancient bbs from when the ansi art advertisements were still up now im here huh

Whoa, not woah. Now you know and will do it correctly forevermore.

I admit, many bad decisions were made

Op is right, if i was not using w3m i wouldn't be here, or even search for this place, if i didnt watch that video 7 years ago i wouldnt be on nix sphere, and if my father didn't go away, i wouldn't need to even use internet.

Woah. You're right.

I took a good 8 minutes thinking about everything I've done and everything I'll do. Made me realize that every little thing is part of our fate. It's all pre-determined by the universe. Free will isn't an illusion, but time is. And the course time has already been decided.